Hearts, stars, horseshoes, clovers and blue moons

Update of life

2009-07-05T11:14:38Z

If you find yourself here on my side of town,
I pray that you come to my door.
Talk to me like you don't know what we ever fought about.
I don't remember anymore.

Dear everyone

2009-01-25T08:58:07Z

Thank you for allowing me to ruin everything. Apparently all I have to do is go about my daily business being myself without any intentions of harming anyone or anything. In an effort to thwart any future effects of my existence, I will be removing myself from your lives so that you may continue to exist in your drama filled worlds; only I will no longer be the cause. From now on, it's all on you. If you are reading this then you probably have been removed from my phone, and off my buddy list, etc. I have deleted all my friends on myspace as well. I'm mashing all my passwords and probably going to move as soon as possible. I really truly hoped that the few of you that are actually true, genuine friends could break free of the negative influences of your peers, and so called friends. I bid you all farewell.

Dear world, Nov. 25th

2008-11-25T16:18:51Z

Hello. Today I was feeling very feelingish. My feelings were feeling the way they felt when I used to feel stuff. I can't believe he would would do that to her, and I know now that all they really wanted was for selfish reasons. I ran into him on the way home, we talked for a bit, but it was just awkward. These emotions are just chewing everyone up inside and the way that I'm feeling is just so chewed. When are our lives gonna be great again? We just have to push through the hard times and get everything back on track. I get sad sometimes when my feelings get hurt by other people who want to hurt my feelings and they don't even know me. Ohhhh feelings.

I'm a terrible disaster, but...

2008-04-21T20:58:23Z

at least I have a couple cool cars to drive.

I'm staring at you with my quizzicle eyes, while wearing a monocle and a swirly mustache.

2008-04-16T15:02:17Z

It's the evidence of...
HUMANS AS ORNAMENTS HUMANS AS ORNAMENTS HUMANS AS ORNAMENTS
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HUMANS AS ORNAMENTS HUMANS AS ORNAMENTS HUMANS AS ORNAMENTS
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I'm late for work.

nekrolemur @ 2008-01-11T11:55:00

2008-01-11T16:55:24Z

The Boy Next Door

Random Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLD)

Kind, yearning, playful, you are The Boy Next Door. You're looking for real Love, a lot like girls do. It might not be manly, but it's sweet.

We think the next three years will be very exciting and fruitful ones for you. Your spontaneous, creative side makes you a charming date, and we think you have a horny side just waiting to shine. Or glisten, rather. You enter new relationships unusually hopeful, and the first moments are especially glorious. If you've had some things not work out before, so what.

On paper, most girls would name the Boy Next Door as their ideal mate. In the real world, however, you're often passed over for more dangerous or masculine men. You're the typical "nice guy:" without just a touch of cockiness, you're doomed with girls. A shoulder to cry on? Okay, sure. But never a penis to hold.

More than any other type, Boys Next Door evolve as they get older. As we said, many find true love, but some fail miserably in the search. These tarnished few grow up to be The Men Next Door, who are creepy as hell, offering backrubs to kids and what not.

Your exact male opposite:

The 5-Night Stand

Deliberate Brutal Sex Master

Always avoid: The Nymph (DBSD)

Consider: The Maid of Honor (DGLM), The Peach (RGLM)

Link: The Online Dating Persona Test @ OkCupid - free online dating.

The Long Road Ahead. By Michael Alvarez

2007-12-02T04:16:57Z

The smell of barbecue quickly fills the air as I stepped into the
room. The booths are all filled with middle aged men, mostly truckers.
Every minute or so you can hear the spark of a light, or the
occasional clink of a Zippo, and the faint smell of tobacco soon
follows. Most of these men are just passing through, perhaps a second
or third visit in their lifetime. Some are on a first name basis with
Piper and Ginny, the ladies who run the counter. Prompt and polite,
they have your meal in minutes, and to a hungry soul who's spent
countless hours on the road, he couldn't ask for more. Dozens of
different expressions make each man unique, tattoos, varying lengths of
facial hair, and the many different styles of hats make all these men
so different, but each share a life on the road. Some men will catch
up on a good book, taking time to relax in their booth and take
everything in. One man, balding with a rather large mustache, around
the age of 50, sits quietly poking at his banana split, which seems
like a delicacy to him after conquering the long open roads of the
northern Texas plains. Each content with himself, yet dauntingly
curious of his neighbors around him. The smiles appear before and
after a quick conversation, and as fast as they came, they melt away
with the thoughts of the long road ahead. A simple, yet intricate
life, the subtle joys of stealing glances or eavesdropping whenever
they get the chance. So much time to oneself, the mind often wanders
and always comes back. Every night a different town, and every day the
same open road.

nekrolemur @ 2007-11-19T17:40:00

2007-11-19T22:42:03Z

it was a good day. sort of.

nekrolemur @ 2007-11-10T06:11:00

2007-11-10T11:12:04Z

Good Friday isn't just the friday before easter anymore.

i have 123and4 so far and 5 and 6 are almost done

2007-10-20T18:53:46Z

weiners.

there was weed stuck on my hat!
saw 30 days of night with pat and monica and brian and megan and of course robin last night. it was a pretty awesome movie. i want to be one of those dudes. they're totally badasssss.

in other news, sharpie is gay.

wow, what a mess. pretty much everything is a mess right now. my house, my stores, my relationship, my friends, well not my family, but everything else, but especially my soul. :/

whats 250 plus 325? 575? thats not bad. i can deal with that.

maybe i cant?

charlotte is yelling outside, she talks like the oldest biggest niggerlady ever created. and she lives with a senile mexican man in a wheelchair who doesnt speak english, go figure. what a life!

go do that shit somewhere else yall.

god fuckign danmaneitny this ggodddmaen rtghoiuse!!!!!!!!!!

nekrolemur @ 2007-06-14T16:13:00

2007-06-14T20:14:12Z

that was embarrassing.

I was bored.

2007-06-09T05:35:56Z

I was bored. At work, stayed til 10pm, played a lil tiger woods, then went to Skully's to see a band from dayton. They were alright. Then, I went home, and swizz was there, then i changed, went to bernies for a local hardcore band, they werent that good. then i stopped at four kegs for cheap shot of crown, then came home and Chrisbo and Waka were mysteriously sitting on my couch! Then we smoked a lot of weed! Then we watched silly little videos, like titanic in 5 seconds. then i went on aim to talk to my cutie girl. Then i was tired. so i slept. cant wait to wake up tomorrow!

woooooot

2007-06-03T03:44:08Z

Congratulations Cleveland Cavaliers on becoming the Eastern Conference Champions. History in the making!!! Thanks to LBJ and Gibby.

ps LOL @ RASHEED

Hello.

2007-05-31T22:43:19Z

Good day fellows! I have returned to LiveJournal. Many of you may be wondering where I've been, but I doubt it. Anyways, the past few months I have taken it upon myself to drop out of college, acquire a large sum of money, and dump it all into an independent video game store called Playback Media Ltd. I have been here at the store, day and night since April, and before that I have been setting up accounts, ordering inventory and displays, signing leases, paying bills, filling out forms (lots of forms), and registering my company with the State of Ohio. I spent way too much money. But now I have a cool store, with lots of games and movies and CDs and stuff, so thats cool I guess. I wake up in the morning, go to the store, work on stuff there, close the store at 9pm, drop off internet orders at the post office, and then go home. When I get home, I either play some Final Fantasy XI, watch TV (all my shows ended though), or just smoke a joint and relax, maybe watch a movie. The reason why I say this is because I haven't had a true day off since the beginning of April, and I can't wait to go back to Cleveland and spend time with my friends and family this weekend, and not have to worry about anything. I will be in Mentor on Saturday for my brother Beef's graduation party. I encourage you all to come out to the house anytime after 2pm and say hi and grab some food and chill. Sunday is a free day for me so anyone who wants to get together let me know. My cell is 440-520-5475.

So basically I've just been hanging out and playing video games for a while. I really need a vacation. I want to make the store completely self-sufficient so that I can just take a few days off here and there and enjoy the fruits of my labor. I've thought about hiring someone, but I really can't afford it yet. It would be a lot easier if I had a business partner, someone who could invest 100% of their time into the store. I had a few people in mind, but no one is ready to make that decision, and I've poured a lot of money into this place, and I don't really know anyone who is prepared to make a sizable investment just to be a partner. You know, starting a business wasn't really as hard as I thought. It is, however, a lot of work. But it isn't very hard work. Not like a machine operator or warehouse worker. More like an entry level office job. 7 days a week. If any of you guys ever decide to get the crazy idea to start a business, don't hesitate to get a hold of me. I can lend you however many hands I have free at the moment.

I also put on about 20 pounds since last summer and I am VERY disappointed in myself. I haven't been playing any DDR or anything, and I've been eating a lot of fast food too, so that's what I attribute my weight gain to. Or just sheer laziness, who knows. Either way, I wanna get back in shape, get fit.

I also have been re-thinking my career choices, and as a small business owner I have a lot more room to expand my business ventures. I have always wanted to open a restaurant, so has my dad. My real passion is in digital cinematography, and as soon as I save up enough money, I'm buying a professional camera. I always thought of this store as the big step in my life that will keep me at bay for a long while, but I realized it is just a stepping stone on my journey through life. If you take away everything in your life, just clear it out, think about what you love to do. Then, figure out a way to turn what you do now in to what you really love to do. It might take some time, but at least you know it's there for you.

I'm getting a new apartment with Robin in Bexley. We move in July 28th. It is a nice 2 bedroom with 2 levels, and a washer and dryer. Probably gonna get a little black kitten too.

Yeah so if anyone wants to stop out to the store, the address is 541 S. Drexel Ave. Bexley, OH 43209. Or you can just google it. I'm open 11-9 everyday except sundays, 1-6. Sometimes, I sleep in and get here at noon, or later XD but no one ever comes in then anyways. You can have an friends discount too, buy 2 get 1 free, anything used in the store, just for being my LJ friend!

nekrolemur @ 2005-10-09T00:23:00

2005-10-09T04:23:39Z

im starting to wonder the point of this thing anyway.

so i dont think im gonna update annymore, just read other peoples. k bye

nekrolemur @ 2005-10-07T18:05:00

2005-10-07T22:07:47Z

I deleted a bunch of people from my friends list.

Some reasons include, but are not limited to:
I don't care what you have to say.
I don't want you to know what I'm saying.
I never read your journal anyway.
I just plain don't want anything to do with you.
Shit happens.

nekrolemur @ 2005-09-27T02:49:00

2005-09-27T06:52:35Z

Hey [insert friend's name], Check out this site

Click here: FOR A FREE DIGITAL CAMERA OFFER

Yeah. It works, its from the same company I got my iPod from. There's an offer on there that gets you immediate approval and its only 99 cents, then you can just cancel anytime after that. It's for this realplayer jukebox thing. Just need 99 cents and a debit or credit card to do it. :D...oh and I'll give you 10 bucks if you do it under my referral name. I can check the status of who signs up under me, and if you've completed an offer or not, so...when you complete one, i'll mail you a check or give you $10 cash if I see you often.

Thanks!

Mike

Gay

2005-07-07T20:29:49Z

AP - 1 hour, 8 minutes ago
LONDON - Four explosions rocked the London subway and tore open a packed double-decker bus during the morning rush hour Thursday, sending bloodied victims fleeing in the worst attack on London since World War II. At least 40 people were killed, U.S. officials said, and more than 700 were wounded.

DDR ALL DAY

2005-06-09T05:43:19Z

I played DDR all day in preparation for PPXI. I got some things for some people as well. I hung out with PQQP and that was fun, we took some awesome videos.

EOTC DEDICATED TO THE YEAR 2000

SO IN LOVE FOR FIE

THE FINGER FOR WHOEVER INVENTED TWINBEE

WHITE LOVERS FOR NESI

BABY BABY GIMME YOUR LOVE FOR KENNY

GROOVE 2K1 FOR ANYONE WHO LIKES TO GET THEY GROOVE OON NIGGA

BE IN MY PARADISE FOR NIPPLE

nekrolemur @ 2005-06-08T13:53:00

2005-06-08T17:54:07Z

people cant make fun of me for anything else so they have to use the country that my dad is from to make fun of me?

um

2004-11-08T07:01:39Z

So if you have ever been to Mt. Fuji, you will know the beautiful silence of the fog in the morning.